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A Letter To

by WC Mallard

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1.
Let It Go 03:11
How can you sleep through the night While knowing you lost everything that had made you unique? And how easy it was to let it go? Now you are what you hate It didn’t take long to erase The intangibles of the heart and soul Who you are, where you’re from, what you were And I just can’t take it anymore Smother or break it anymore The way you desperately Wanted to run so far away Told all the lies I can’t believe When you say you’ll never be But it won’t go away It’ll never leave You’re never alone anymore Cause the voice in your head is so loud you can’t ever ignore You’re out of your mind and out of control Let it out, hold it in Break it down, it’s still deep down within But I keep trying to release Let it go...let it go.... And I just can’t take it anymore Smother or break it anymore The way you desperately Wanted to run so far away Told all the lies I can’t believe When you say you’ll never be But it won’t go away It’ll never leave Whoa oh oh x2 Cause I’ve been trying for so long But I still need it every day Whoa oh oh x2 Let it go No you’ll never ever ever let it go...
2.
Jazz Hands! 02:57
I’m going out there in the wind and the rain I’m leaving town and hopping a train I’ve got a one-way ticket in a box on a pile of leaves And a backpack hard enough to put my head on to sleep Don’t you think you’ll be alone? Sho nuff, I swear I know that this is all that I’ll ever need Just my six strings and a pound of evergreen Ooh Ooh Ooh you’ve got it made x2 These four walls get smaller every time I turn the light on to see And these floorboards keep rising up right beneath my feet Don’t you think you’ll be alone Forever clinging to a hopeless impossible dream? As long as it’s here I’m ok with anything New York I think I might be falling in love But something tells me you’ll just break my heart Once more I think I might be falling in love But something tells me you’ll just break my heart
3.
I’m just gonna take the long way, baby And swallow up all my hopes And digest all my decisions While stuffing them down my throat And I hope, I hope you’re happy I hope you got what you sowed And I hope, I hope you know that You’re in this all alone I can only hope, only hope you let go Give up, Give up, you know I like it Whatever it takes to keep you satisfied And I know that you can’t bring me down You’re just gonna take the wrong way, baby I’ll follow you in the dark Cause I don’t, don’t have a choice But to lead in directions that constantly take us so far Away from where we Can only hope to be And I hope, I hope you know that You’re in this without me I can only hope, only hope you let go
4.
Buried Alive 03:41
Do you think you know all there is to know? Throw it all at me, say you’re trying to see if I have what it takes, if I demonstrate Enough loyalty to enter on my knees And begging and pleading at your feet But I’m dying at the thought of losing sleep For so long x2 Is there any way to make you concentrate And think about the days when we went separate ways And how it felt so right to go on with our lives But we’re intertwined and will be til we die No matter, no matter what you say Cause it’s binding and it’s got a hold of me I am buried alive When you look at me, tell me what you see Say it like you mean it and don’t hold back a thing I need to know Am I wasting all my time and what’s left of my life? Struggle every day and running out of ways to pay back all I owe Owe that and more No matter what you say Cause it’s binding and it’s got a hold of me I am buried alive You think you know, but you don’t It’s overblown, but is it really though? I keep tossing and turning in my sleep And I’m crying every week And I’m dying inside I am buried alive
5.
I have standards, I keep holding I am grasping and clutching and crawling And slipping and falling I am stranded, I am all alone On an island, and I’m facing the wrong way It’s been such a long day I sold my clothes for the lowest bid And burned my books into the wind But what’s it for? What’s it worth? Send it back into the Earth I have standards, I am seeking I am searching trying to find a new way I know that I can’t stay I am stuck here, I’m not getting out I am drowning and it’s happening every day I keep fighting anyway I am holding out, I’m told that it’s hopeless And there’s something wrong here And this shit is endless I’m giving up and denying everything There’s nothing wrong here No reason to mention it It’s so hard to believe when it’s dead around me x3, I’m afraid
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Improv
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A Letter To 01:43
I can’t help but keep wondering How my life got ahead of me And when the future had disappeared Right beside all those wasted years Now I’m living a double life And I’m failing at both of mine Wear all my insecurities For all of the world to see The imposter is here to stay Repeating all of his old mistakes Knows too well he is past his prime After midnight and out of time I think I hate what I’ve become Turning out just like everyone I had hoped I would never be But now just fucking look at me Cause I know I’ll never make it Don’t want even want to try to fake it Now I’m feeling old And I’m fleeting Don’t even want to see the sunrise I’ve seen it all before I don’t need to anymore
8.
I meant to tell you that I loved you But I saw you and I forgot to Don’t hold on and don’t hold out Cause I’ll let you down cause I let everyone down I’m trying to find a way to say it’s not alright I’m dying to find out where you see the source of light I’m clinging to the thought of passionately dying But with you I see a long, long lasting life You’ve gotta find a way to tumble and crumble And hold me down and don’t let me be humble Forget what I say cause I don’t know Anything anyways but fake that I know everything
9.
My eyes are wide but I’ve closed my mind I’m giving up cause my spirit is tired All I want and all I need is a little peace My body is breaking and there’s nothing that I can do Cause this is how it ends, I’ve always wondered what it was That would end me So won’t you take me away to Where I become a tree root And while my body disappears Know I’ll never leave you X2 My heart has been broken like it never had a beat But I guess that’s how it feels to be completely alone Like I am So won’t you please close the door And put down the key It will never work again cause the locks are cheap And I nailed down the floors just so I could rest in peace I won’t settle for a good night’s sleep

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released June 15, 2016

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